Sunday, January 24, 2010

I'm tired of everything,

From saturday till now,, mei you blogg.. So think i'm going to blog today?
Saturday
Wake up at 8am, Wash up and everything stare at the wall for 3hours. *idk what am i diong.?! I'm thinking of you, i cried again. untill 3pm than uncles brothers and aunties came over, so noisy?! They come over to qing shen, So dongdongqiang. Till about 7pm? All stop already than me went up stairs, Bath and everything. Down living room bake with mama, Than bout 10plus sisters all came over. They playing pokerrrr, than about 130am. bring sister siu and sister jin to 7'11 buy things, Bought everythings came back. Pass brother ho his 7'up to cham with redwine? he gave 50tips to me -.- Till about 7am in the morning than we go sleep.

Sunday
Wake up at 5pm, Same things. qingshen, dongdongqiang. till 8pm, End went to bath and have dinner. Didnt realise that i didnt have my dinner yesterday? Than bring baby and baobao out for a walk, Back help them both bath and bring them back to thier home?. Than talktalk to mama, And 9plus i'm here online. nothing much, Tomorow got schhhh byees.


From that day bestie/sayang told me the things about you,
I totally went blank.
How i wish that it wasnt real from what i heard,
Wishing that its fake.
But its the fact that i've to accept,
But i cant accept the fact that he've told me.
Everything went wrong,
Is there anyway to turn all back and restart again?
I made a wish that i could be with you,
But in e end i got nothin.

I'm tired of everything,
will things change for the better now?